You Can't Kill The Metal!

Operation Genius Initiated

2009-10-22T00:16:00.003+08:00

Yes, it has, or at least I hope it has.Yours exhausted truly is now experiencing the stressful and tiring exam period, the AS Levels to be exact. I have been revising my eyeballs out for 2 hours tonight, and albeit the fatigue swimming lazily in my blood I'm posting this, to make the stress go away. Yeah right, as if it would.Today was extraordinary- explanation available in the following quote

Shape up, or ship out!

2009-08-13T04:40:00.003+08:00

Ah, I miss choir practices.It has been a while! A month! I never thought I could not post anything for a period of time that long. Yes, life has been filled with events that require my full and undivided attention, but this is just absurd. In fact, it's absurdly absurd. And yes like I've said countless times before, I exaggerate. A lot.College life has taken all of my precious free time now. I

Blood.. And More

2009-07-03T02:59:00.006+08:00

Blood, it's all in the blood they say. Of all the numerous people walking on Earth why, why is it myself who ends up with blood with Asthma viruses (viruses?) swimming around in my veins? In fact, why does such a painful sensation even exist? As if nuclear power isn't a bad enough cause of death. But wadahilz, who am I to post such a question. Hello everyone, and yes you've guessed it very

Yo Te Voy A Amar

2009-06-16T16:03:00.003+08:00

How is one, myself in particular, be able to withstand and resist this ever increasing feeling of.. magic? Yes, I categorize the stated feeling as magic, or probably more. The feeling that makes you think everything in this life of unfairness and injustice is wonderful, beautiful. The feeling that somehow, makes this stubborn self realize that the cause of every shadow is always light. And an

Lovebug Again

2009-05-28T22:35:00.003+08:00

I have come to possess affection towards Geography, despite the repetitive appearances of annoyance in my head, a result of something that would be better to not elaborate on. Thinking Skills classes have proven to offer quite entertaining, humourous classmates, with the brains and all. One might wonder why I stated those facts concerning school down, I wonder myself.If I were a poet, I would

Appreciation

2009-05-16T22:41:00.004+08:00

It is amazing how God expertly maneuvers our emotions, particularly how God changes a feeling of the deepest and hopeless of all sadness to a jubilant, hyperactive happiness. It is as if all the tears you have lost and the patience you have maintained with difficulty have been transformed into something so beautiful and priceless, it undoubtedly tops any other object in existence. Happiness; Pure

Legally (not) Blonde

2009-05-09T20:28:00.003+08:00

Without further ado, I will proceed directly to the point.Happy birthday Jim :-)What would I be without your endless declarations implying your arrogance? Or your more than frequent comments on other people's features of negativity? Or your constant sudden and abrupt roars? Or your little lies and tricks which make "annoying" an adjective which is an understatement to them? What, Jim, what? Are

Take A Good Look At My Face

2009-04-25T17:14:00.002+08:00

That was Zahryn 6 months ago, where it was all gums and no teeth, equivalent to no pain.An object I do not like to carry out or feel at all, is anger. Who likes it anyway. What am I saying? To my unfortunate luck however, this week's school sessions have initiated that very emotion in my apparently moody self, through subject teachers of which I do not wish to mention. I may currently be

Brief Statement

2009-04-20T19:48:00.003+08:00

Life has been hectic.I offer a feeling of guilt and sorrow currently, for not having dedicated my time into updating my internet alter-ego in the form of several sites, including Multiply, Flickr, Facebook and this blog here. Photos have not been uploaded, albums have not been refilled and Walls have not been written on.However, everything is cooling down now, and that fact there is greeted with

Preoccupation

2009-04-08T05:01:00.003+08:00

I remember taking this photo. It was last year during Abg Ainol's wedding which was wedged between 2 O Level papers. O Level! Sounds so light and easy now I say it -.-It might come as a surprise but I turned in at 2030 hours last night and woke up to a lonely house at 3. That does not sound as if it has come from me now has it? Waking up at an early hour for a change has definitely provided me

Different

2009-03-27T01:48:00.004+08:00

Like OMGz I so totally miss Azy :-( I'm so gonna go postal.I do not blame one at all for deciding to overlook the above statement of bimbo-ic implication.Has it come to your awareness that all of the current photos on this page are of the Koir Putera-Puteri Darussalam?I have been having quite a chaos of a week. The wrath (I admit, I exaggerate) emitted by Sociology, Thinking Skills, Geography,

Lovey Feeling

2009-03-23T22:51:00.004+08:00

Happy birthday to Eqah and Farid.<3>One can say that I have been busy these past few days, what with Zahryn's birthday party, the hard work involved in moving into our new breathtaking villa of a house, the usual routine of watching over my little brothers and sister every Friday and Sunday over at Babu's place, school projects, homework and the upcoming Silat performance, in which over 100

All Rolled Into One

2009-03-16T16:33:00.004+08:00

You may not be away poeba, as you put it, Leen, but I trust you know how much I will be missing your temporary absence from this, already lonely, life. I wove you! Take care, you and Effen. I woke up this morning to a feeling of emptiness in my chest, upon realization that I can never see Nazurah as often as before anymore. Would you believe it, Tuyz? I miss you. It comes as an extreme shock to

Kids These Days

2009-03-09T13:55:00.003+08:00

I am suddenly reminded of a quote mentioned by the once cute and tiny Ronald Weasley, portrayed by none other than the awesome Mr Rupert Grint;"She needs to sort out her priorities"To take Physics or the opposite is still the current worry in my dusty little mind.I offer a massive feeling of guilt about a lot of things.In a matter of immediateness, I will indulge myself into the puzzling world of

Drama Magnet

2009-03-03T21:55:00.005+08:00

With utmost confidence I say that this ^ is how I looked like during the seemingly endless hours of briefings from the nevertheless motivational and inspiring teachers of the beautiful PTEK.As a result of missing previously frequent and repetitive sessions of choir practices with the Kumpulan Koir Putera Puteri Darussalam of 2009, I, without further hesitation signed up to join the school's Choir

The 23rd of February 2009

2009-02-25T15:26:00.003+08:00

The stated title above was the date of probably one of the most important and eventful days of my life. That was the day I turned 17 years old, and that was the day I, for the first time, with 39 other amazingly musical counterparts and 12 talented instructors, expressed the patriotism I felt gushing in my blood and through my veins to the audience in the Stadium Negara Hassanal Bolkiah, which

Intertwined (edited)

2009-02-20T09:18:00.006+08:00

At last, as quoted by our Head Instructor, after long days of choir practice sessions and even up to frequent points of scoldings, we have managed to produce a mixture of voices creating harmony which successfully made him feel actually proud of being our Head Instructor. When pride of having taught us overwhelms him and the rest of the talent-filled instructors, imagine how we would feel :-) I

From the very core

2009-02-17T21:27:00.005+08:00

In advance, I'd like to note that this post will most probably turn out as a painfully and typically personal diary entry from my part, which is obviously (or probably not) not the usual way I usually practice blogging.Like I have mentioned before; The moment this long, experience-filled choir session ends, I will undoubtedly, in all of a sudden, have unexpected somethings in my eyes. This midday

Double Take

2009-02-17T14:56:00.002+08:00

On second thought,I express my unstable teen emotions best in writing!

Birthday Girl (edited)

2009-02-11T13:09:00.003+08:00

Finally, Fii, you're 16 years old!I have never said this due to myself being secretive, but I like the way this Beauty Queen of a lady makes me spurt secrets out with mere urges from her part. I love you Pikah!Fii, you're awesome, from the bottom of my heart, you are. I'm very sorry for breaking down this afternoon, on your birthday! And of all people the beautiful birthday girl was the one who

Longing For Family

2009-02-11T12:37:00.004+08:00

It has been quite a while since I have laid my eyes and spent golden time on this threesome, and that phrase applies to my other petits cousins, and family, as well. I long for that blissful feeling of being in heaven (and yes as I have repetitively mentioned, I tend to exaggerate, a lot) when in the midst of little enthusiastic children, either half naked or not, in spite of their incredulous

Exasperation Kicking In..

2009-02-11T10:17:00.005+08:00

As tagged by the lovely Amy and Aya:1/ Do you think you're hot?Funny you should ask because I think of the complete opposite2/ Upload a favourite picture of you.3/ Why do you like that picture?Just look at that weird freak in pink on the far left of the photo. With that killer pose who would not like her? :-P4/ When was the last time you ate pizza?Sometime late last year5/ The last song you

Engrossed and Occupied

2009-02-06T13:51:00.004+08:00

Introducing the infamous Saadah demonstrating the overused adjective; Vain -_-I quite miss punching these minuscule buttons and conjuring up my so-called creative writing on this blog. What with myself and a number of other musically talented counterparts rehearsing every afternoon for the upcoming National Day, and as well as myself having Silat training sessions for another approaching occasion

Lacking Moderation

2009-02-01T01:56:00.003+08:00

Silence....... I kill you.Click the menacing photo above to flick through my newly updated Flickr Album!Upon receiving my O Level results, I, in a literal manner, jumped up and wrapped my arms around an obviously surprised Leen in a relieved and quite public embrace. One should have seen the shock in her eyes. As the day went by, I began realizing that my achievement in the said examination were

Down date

2009-01-29T00:00:00.003+08:00

Whoever gets tagged has to write 10 things about the person who tagged him/ her.Hanee:1/ Her last name is Majidah2/ She merely tagged me into doing this for the sake of my blog's update ;-)3/ We have only been friends for nearly a year4/ and only got closer during our repetitive practice sessions together5/ Hanee is one of the 9 awesome people I flew to and spent 10 memorable days in Singapore

Finally!

2009-01-17T23:59:00.004+08:00

If you are in need of a more musical approach to this particular post, please do not hesitate to click the play button above!I finally return to my alternate, internet world of blogging after a quite eventful while of self-discovery, truckloads of harmony (in the sense of music) and sweat. As the above audio clip might imply to my viewers, I am quite the harmony-obsessed 16-year-old, which is why

Reassurance

2009-01-01T01:37:00.003+08:00

We, mere humans, no matter how gifted, or talented in a natural manner, no matter how much we have been offered and showered with endless compliments towards our specialties, we, us, mere humans, are never able to become perfection. No matter how much we try, despite our mounting attempts at being that particular adjective, we can never be perfect, and life does not always walk down the path we

A Story To Share

2008-12-20T11:18:00.003+08:00

I received a heartfelt story of the great Nabi Muhammad from Mimi this morning, and it was enough to leave myself with watery eyes and an inflated, gratified heart. Makes me feel extremely proud to be a part of his life, to be his follower and to be loved by his impeccable self :-)Detik-detik Terakhir Nabi Muhammad S.A.WAda sebuah kisah tentang cinta yang sebenar-benar cinta yang dicontohkan

Sake, sake.

2008-12-16T23:36:00.002+08:00

As I usually have said in my previous posts, you may click the above randomly selected photo to be redirected to my Flickr photo album.It has been quite a while since my last, fly contaminated post on this lonely blog, has it not? In fact it has been so long that it would not come to me as an extreme surprise if I were to forget all laws of English Grammar. It would seem much more nicer to put

Taggingmania! (A Long Post)

2008-12-02T15:33:00.004+08:00

I have been tagged by the gorgeous, ever so beautiful male magnet of a babe, Ameilia, to carry out the fun activity and to answer the random questions below, so enjoy :-)Type your full name with your elbow.No backspacing.Tag 10 people to do this.: Dk SDaadatul Hudfa2nd tag1. Put your iTunes or Media Player or etc on "Shuffle" mode.2.For each question, press the next button to get your answer.3.

Reopening

2008-12-01T20:39:00.002+08:00

Click any of the photos above to see more!For the past few months 2 of my beautiful teammates and a former unforgettable one, have been training their spirited hearts out along with a number of other young and talented martial artists of Brunei with the hopes of gaining sweet victory for the recent BIMP-EAGA Friendship Games. Wafi certainly got what he had always wanted, which was for his parents

Classic

2008-11-20T11:12:00.004+08:00

It has been a busy period of three days since the much awaited end of the O Levels. Frankly, I do not feel the excitement at all, not even a mere little speck of it, reasons unexplainable. 'Busy' with an added adjective of tiring, as I have been packing my possessions ever since the 17th, but not packing away my school books. At least not only. I and my sister have been gathering our ridiculously

Spare A Thought

2008-11-15T04:25:00.003+08:00

If I could steal the colours of the rainbow and out of them, weave a necklace to express my deep love for you, I would, undoubtedly, have done it a long time ago.The above sentence is an excerpt from a short story I have written for the English O Level paper. Despite my prior mental self-promise to not write a narrative composition for the said exam, my hands could not resist the temptation

Tag, I'm it... again? (edited)

2008-11-14T20:49:00.004+08:00

Take a recent photo of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now.Don't change your clothes. Don't fix your hair. Just take a picture.Post that picture with no editing.Post these instructions with your picture.Tag 10 people to do this.I was tagged again by the awesome Hanee to carry out the above instructions and being the empty-headed slow thinker I am, I will just let anyone who reads

Twilight

2008-11-13T11:38:00.005+08:00

I finally got the fortunate chance to bury my nose in Twilight and absorb the beautifully chosen words weaving into a unique story by Stephenie Meyer. Edward was certainly-- Unique. However after what numerous female friends have said about him, I actually expected and waited for more than what I have read about the vampire. Despite that, visualizations of how the breathtaking vampire may look

Abang Ainol and Ka Suzanna's Wedding

2008-11-10T02:39:00.002+08:00

Click the photo to see more experimental photos by yours truly!A big, fat Congratulations goes to the newlyweds :-)Running around with an annoying skirt on and frantically taking photos in a wedding proved to be very entertaining. It is very fortunate that their wedding day is snug between 2 O Level papers, because taking photos of the beautiful event was quite a stress reliever! But as for now

Tag, I'm it?

2008-11-10T02:23:00.002+08:00

Take a recent photo of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now.Don't change your clothes. Don't fix your hair. Just take a picture.Post that picture with no editing.Post this instruction with your picture.Tag 10 people to do this.I read the tag by Norie Rieza last night and took this photo of my hideous, still-in-Silat-attire self right after. I tag anyone. I won't sue you if you mention

Elections, exams and sickness

2008-11-05T23:17:00.004+08:00

Refreshment is becoming a much awaited sensation nowadays :-|All of a sudden Mami and Zahryn fell sick this morning. Much to my unfortunate luck, my dad followed suit just tonight and albeit my state of recovery from being ill myself, I had to tend to their needs. Babah's demands for tea, my repetitive presence in his room and Zahryn's loud mood swings are (not were!) only few of the numerous

I'm Human, I Feel

2008-11-02T00:05:00.005+08:00

So here I go again, carrying out my routine of posting a random photo from my Flickr album and typing about a subject which is far from relevant to it. After a brief but wild ride with life, a few O Level exam papers set in rooms with temperatures so low they're ridiculous and painful asthma attacks, I am back in.. Life. At least until Wednesday, which is when I will be facing the wrath of

High School Musical 3: Senior Year

2008-10-25T23:16:00.002+08:00

I was at the edge of my seat out of anticipation by the time I finished watching this movie's trailer a few months ago, but I tried not to anticipate it's premiere too much like I how I impatiently awaited for the 2nd HSM, which was deeply, annoyingly and overly disappointing! But (yes, apparently there is a but) upon watching the movie and preparing to indulge in the usual Disney trademark of

Allah Answers

2008-10-25T00:22:00.003+08:00

Here's a little something I'd like to share with my awesome readers, if there are any at least :-)Tears will fall after reading this. They will sooner or later!A young man had been to Wednesday night class of Quran Studies. The Teacher had shared about listening to Allah and obeying Allah through intuition. The young man couldn't help but wonder, "Does Allah still speak to people through

Harry Potter HBP

2008-10-17T10:28:00.002+08:00

Click here to watch the Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince trailer.This video took my breath away, literally. I need to refresh my poor memory on the awesome and addictive series, which is why I vowed to myself to read and watch the 7 books and 5 movies all over again right after the O Levels. Looks like I have a lot to do already ;-) On a far more serious note, yours truly will be quite

2008's Raya has been wild!

2008-10-16T01:15:00.005+08:00

How has your Raya been so far, everyone? Mine has been a really wild ride. It was so wild, that I found out the surprising fact of E, being said by 2 witnesses, also 2 of my closest friends, to have been demonstrating the shy-guy-who's-interested-in-you attitude towards a particular lady, and guess what? This happened about 3 months ago but being the awesome and caring friends they are, Wafi &

Ketibaan Syawal

2008-10-02T03:28:00.004+08:00

Matahari terbenam, untuk terakhir kalinya ku mendengar bunyi beduk diikuti dengan azan Maghrib yang bergema dan menyentuh hati setiap muslim. Ramadhan, bulan kerinduan, telah pergi dan digantikan dengan Syawal yang penuh kebahagiaan dan keceriaan. Tidak lama selepas azan Maghrib bunyi letupan bedil dan tawa riang kanak-kanak mengisi suasana malam yang indah, dengan anak bulan dan kawan

Nini Laki

2008-09-28T01:05:00.002+08:00

When having known the knowledge of his departure, my dear grandfather's departure, I let tears accumulate in my eyes, the tears that symbolize my deep, deep sorrow. I love you. I looked upon the shape his body, concealed beneath layers of sheets of which my hands are itching to just pull away just so I can see his face, his beautiful face for the last time. I love you. If I had the chance, if I

Ayat Ayat Cinta

2008-09-23T20:43:00.000+08:00

Aku bebas membelai-belai rambutnya atau memeluknya. Di langit sana bintang-bintang kedap-kedip seperti mata bidadari yang mengerling cemburu kepada kami. Hati terasa sejuk dan bahagia. Inilah yang membedakan yang halal dan yang haram. Bermesraan dengan perempuan yang halal, istri yang sah, adalah ibadah yang dipuji Tuhan. Sedangkan bermesraan dengan perempuan yang tidak halal adalah dosa yang

So, is this what they refer to as "Hiatus"?

2008-09-19T22:46:00.003+08:00

After repetitive and quite annoying rounds of asking anyone who I think would know the definition of hiatus, which only proves my embarrassing lack of vocabulary, I finally announce a state of inactivity which will commence now. Or probably later ;-) The dreadful monster of an O Level exam is approaching and because of it being the turning point of my, and the rest of the fifth formers' lives, I

Hey Sexy Mama

2008-09-16T00:22:00.002+08:00

I dedicate wholeheartedly a humongous shout out to my Babu; Happy 39th birthday Bu! And I wish you all the wishes that are always wished as good birthday wishes on birthdays :-PAs a result of taking in medication due to my being sick, I woke up quite, well, very late this morning and this caused a late arrival to school this morning. To make things worse, I had to get out of school earlier than

A Day In School (edited)

2008-09-11T23:52:00.004+08:00

Click photo to see more!The obvious result of combining a camera, an eager young lady in love with photography and a girls' school filled with beautiful young women who do not even the possess the hesitation of contributing their smiles, is a whole lot of photos. I love my school :-)

Ignorance and.. something else

2008-09-08T23:32:00.004+08:00

One habit that I do not like that dwells in most people, young or old, is ignorance. Even I myself possess this defect and am hating it. Ignorance causes quite a number of disadvantages in many ways, whether social, educational and even environmental. Now, I think that statement speaks for itself and my elaboration would not be necessary :-) Or maybe it isn't as self explanatory as I think it is

September, Ramadhan and Hakikat Cinta

2008-09-03T21:36:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah, I am finally, after a a long while of silent complaints of pains via my blog, able to calm by a little. Although I know that rambling about the sensation of pain I am going through in my blog will contribute absolutely nothing to help with the matter, I still did because, well, I didn't have the heart to leave my YCKTM dusty :-) and all I had in mind was that, and I still do, for

Patience

2008-08-26T19:12:00.003+08:00

Depression fills my body often lately and at times, I find it quite difficult to put on a simple, sincere smile. I cannot help but still possess the powerful sensation generated by your mere smile, your memorable gestures, your magical words, your perfect self. Although it has been a long time since we have first laid eyes on each other, despite you having vowed a promise of love, albeit my youth

My June O Levels (edited)

2008-08-21T16:46:00.007+08:00

63 DK SA'ADATUL HUDA PG ZAHIRUDDIN 2 2010/A 3015/D PHY/B(English Literature/A French/D Physics/B)I am now officially down due to my D-pressing French result :-(Maintenant, je n'aime plus la Français! Hehe! At least it was a mere optional 9th subject, but still I feel the knot of guilt and disappointment in my gut for not having achieved a better grade. What's worse is that I thought the paper was

15 weird things/habits/little known facts

2008-08-20T23:32:00.007+08:00

I was tagged by Aqilah ;-)Rules:- State 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.- The 10 people you tag are then to follow what you did and write their own 15 weird things/habits/ little known facts.- Most importantly, no tag backs!I am seriously afraid of clowns.When I am stressed or under pressure, you'll see a very clean house.I'd prefer Nasi Katok over Starbucks anytime.I

August

2008-08-19T23:55:00.002+08:00

One would know and be amused upon seeing, in real life, the almost equal size of the body target with the pretty little Syazillah.August offers me with quite a handful of activities, and an important birthday as well! Most of you may know the mass number of weddings I was supposed to be in presence of last Sunday, which marks the early stages of me being in a repetitively occupied state this

Talk about mass wedding ceremonies

2008-08-17T22:29:00.004+08:00

The beautiful Kaka Nor & her husband, Aunt Wirni & a new Uncle Marsayutte, Aunt Nurul & her brand new spouse Faadzel, Uncle Za'im & his undoubtedly breathtaking new wife and the awesome Miyul & a lucky Annie have all tied the knot at the same time this morning, which left me with quite a dilemma of whose wedding to go to. As an attempt to rid myself of the guilt still dancing up and down in a

Knowing and realization

2008-08-16T02:18:00.003+08:00

I am correct in stating that albeit having and destined for a true love, the love we have in our hearts have always and will always belong to the merciful Almighty, I assume? Numerous people, in my opinion, and even I myself have this fact engraved into my mind but like most other people as well, I chose to look past it and live my love life as if I do not even know. I did not care.But what if a

My Panca Sukma experience

2008-08-12T00:10:00.007+08:00

One of the few things that I positively love to do is Pencak Silat. I thank my parents who had enrolled me 10 years ago in a sport that I used to have nothing for but indifference, but now, complete adoration. As I grew up and continued learning the beautiful motions and movements of Pencak Silat, myself and my friends, in the name of Panca Sukma have won numerous medals and gained a few

Still, A Long Way To Go

2008-08-08T01:53:00.002+08:00

Within the last few weeks I came to realize, or probably just simply think, that one by one, the people who I have always loved are walking involuntarily away from me.For example, one of my friends, M, is getting married next week. Not that I am not happy for him, of course I am, it's just that the happy moments we have shared for the last 7 years will just fade to memories without having

Kreativ Blogger

2008-08-05T18:40:00.007+08:00

Rules:The winner may put the logo on his/her blog.Put a link to a person you got the award from.Nominate 6 blogs.Put links to the blogs.Leave a message for your nominees.I was nominated by Eddah, Mira, Nadia & Nurul and I nominate Fayen, Leen, Maziyyah, Nadia, Nurul and Rasyidah.There you go.

Read between the lines

2008-08-01T01:11:00.005+08:00

To realize after long, memorable years that you unexpectedly possess the well known fleeting sensation of love. To bathe in his sweet words of love and to shower him with assurances of your own. To exchange brief glances and know what the other is thinking of, the work of magic. To feel as if dead without the mere sight of his lips quirked into a smile. To have him as a place of comfort when

C'est la vie

2008-07-28T21:14:00.003+08:00

It is quite funny that I find myself fantasizing of the many activities I will do once I have finished my O Levels this October. Well, it isn't really funny but I do need an opening sentence, don't I? I apologize, I am not funny at all, an this is very awkward.It may be a result of me being a lady prone to frequent mood swings, but lately I have been feeling somewhat lonely. The lively

Dream

2008-07-23T23:05:00.002+08:00

For some reason I suddenly have this longing to go back to Singapore and relive the beautiful days when I was living the busy city life, and in independence. To explore the numerous landmarks of the country and to go on buses whose owners never fail to offer us his service with efficiency worth of salutation. I especially miss riding on the MRTs because those were the times when my friends and I

Sri Nazrina (Edited)

2008-07-19T02:29:00.004+08:00

Knowing that I would be bored as a cause of being in quarantine for 10 days due to chicken pox, my aunt sent me a few pictures of her via MSN to edit and hopefully shake off at least a minuscule amount of tediousness in me. Sri Nazrina, one of the many rising stars of Brunei, has recently launched an album entitled Seperti Yang Lain, containing 12 songs in which 3 are hers: Beban Fikiran, Seperti

Inconsolable (again/edited)

2008-07-16T22:16:00.003+08:00

This is a story I have written last February. I am still working on its continuation, but being the young lady who is prone to excuses I am, a lot of activities, assignments and objects have prevented me from finishing it. There were quite a lot of annoying grammar mistakes which I have edited the second I realized this fact. So for the readers who have not read this yet, here you go:

What IS it with July?!

2008-07-16T21:13:00.002+08:00

I apologize for not having posted anything for the past few days, which was a result of this antique laptop acting up more than frequently.Throughout the tedious 10 days of being quarantined in this room, I have missed a staggering amount of events I would have attended, revision sessions in school, 3 Silat practices, an English mock exam which I would be sitting for tomorrow instead and family

True Friend Test

2008-07-13T02:53:00.004+08:00

A certain someone has asked me to create this test, and only after a few days have I managed to do just that. Unlike most people, I do not have my head swimming with ideas, and especially not during my Chicken Pox period. I'm terribly sorry, Qilah. I sincerely apologize as well for having selfishly taken the test myself. I am only human, with weaknesses to temptation and obvious lack of

Lelaki Brunei (edited)

2008-07-12T00:44:00.010+08:00

I was browsing through a friend, Iffa's blog when one of her surveys caught my eye with it's hilarity. I love this survey! It clearly shows the more than common words and phrases used a little too often by some of our male population via none other than MSN Messenger. To the inexperienced, this is how a person of pure desperation of a love life converses with a female whose Nickname is the first

Whine and realize

2008-07-11T01:11:00.003+08:00

Just when I suspected that things are not able to get any worse, I start to bleed. No, I am not referring to menstruation but the subject is my left ear. The pock which unfortunately for me took its place in my ear, popped and caused a frightening flow of blood, interrupting my concentration during a game of Inspector Parker ;-)So, aside from experiencing chicken pox, I have to endure with the

Chicken pox

2008-07-08T12:06:00.003+08:00

Not even that is able to get me my appetite back :-(After a long period of time where I have waited and dreaded it's arrival, I am finally infected with Chicken Pox :-O It is one of the most painful and annoying sensations I have ever felt in my whole entire life, and it resulted in me having to stay quarantined in an unused room in the house, where the only people who come in are my dad, who

Memories of Singapore

2008-07-01T18:39:00.000+08:00

I have never expected the most happiest and memorable moments of my life to take place in Singapore, of all the places in the world, but it wondrously did. 10 days of unexpected but beautiful memories being made with the 10 TKGS girls, who have sacrificed their time for us, who have offered their initial acquaintance into an unexpected yet beautiful friendship between girls with nothing in common

Suddenly...

2008-06-18T02:19:00.000+08:00

Welcome to Good Burger™, home of the Good Burgers™... may I take your ooooorder?Quite suddenly.

Nothing's Sweet Today

2008-06-18T01:23:00.000+08:00

I am suddenly reminded of the vivid memories of the times where there were only Babah, kaka and me. Life, undoubtedly, was hard then- Babah even had to feed us rice with butter as a result of him lacking adequate money to provide us with real, appropriate food. In my opinion, these difficult times were what brought our miniscule family, if possible, even closer, because we had love and probably

Silat and Singapore

2008-06-16T20:07:00.000+08:00

It unfortunately turns out that there is a down side of my eventual departure to Singapore :-(As a result of being in Singapore for a total of 9 days, I unfortunately will miss precious hours of PSK (Pesta Sukan Kebangsaan)! Which means I will miss the efforts my teammates will be exerting in their matches. I admit, I am a little sorry for my involvement with the Twinning Program, but what am I

How was your day, Missy?

2008-06-14T03:03:00.000+08:00

As I have predicted, Izzah's pool party was a blast! I felt as if I was a little girl once again when I was having comical hours of fun with those girls. Despite being either Additional Math nerds and Literature freaks, we have the ability to get loose and enjoy the present. Aside from swimming, Izzah's house provided us with an aura of peace and serenity which we all greeted with giggles and big

June got better

2008-06-13T01:45:00.000+08:00

Check that out!(http://www.dst-group.com/simpur/shutterbugcentral/photographers/saadahhuda/index.htm)June got better? Oh, yes it did! Even though by a little, my opinion of June 2008 being the best month of the year rocketed so high that I cannot wait for the events I am currently anticipating to begin!This afternoon after our Chemistry practical, I, Farhah, Feqah and Vane stayed in the lab with

June, beautiful June

2008-06-11T15:12:00.000+08:00

Why, you may ask, is it that I barely update this blog anymore? No, it is not due to the usual excuse of having to study hard for the O levels, or being terribly busy and not having the precious time to relax. No. It's just that I've been lazy ;-)June. Ah, beautiful, beautiful June 2008.I along with 3 friends wrapped up the June O level exams with an English Literature paper on the 2nd of June,

Snake

2008-06-06T22:04:00.000+08:00

I found this video on Iffa's blog. With utmost confidence, I know that you will find this extremely amusing. I myself laughed hysterically after watching it. Repetitively ;-)

Zahryn

2008-06-03T02:56:00.000+08:00

Especially for the few friends who have inquired to see a picture of my 2 month old brother, Zahryn. This is what he looks like when he is about to scream and shout for milk, which he drinks in a very funnily staggering amount.

Bruises in O Levels for SLR Cameras

2008-06-01T00:49:00.000+08:00

I abandoned a hectic Physics study session last midnight to turn on my laptop and create this out of a 2 month old photo. I think this amplifies the pain I have been applying to myself in order to achieve what I desire. So there. I have even added some curls and made my hair seem longer :-DAs you can see, the photo has a quality so poor it never fails to make me blush out of other people's

Love Is In The Air

2008-05-30T11:43:00.000+08:00

By far, this is the most viewed photo in my Flickr.I never have the precious time to post analytic opinions anymore, which is very unfortunate. I really enjoy doing them but currently, with the June O Levels going on, time does not permit me to do so.Miyul is about to tie the knot soon. It's about time, I should say. To my jubilant bewilderment, he named me as his Bunga Rampai girl, so I will be

STEP Essay Writing Competition

2008-05-28T21:41:00.000+08:00

This afternoon, me and Jammy missed our 1 o' clock Biology practical session due to our involuntary involvement in an essay writing competition organised by STEP which took place at the Chancellor Hall, University of Brunei Darussalam. We were to choose one out of three oil and gas related topics, and I, without further hesitation, picked out the topic which inquired how the Oil and Gas

Guitar Hero

2008-05-27T01:40:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday, much to my gratitude :P a friend mentioned a commercial where both American Idol finalists Cook and Archuleta starred in, and to make it better, they were in boxers. See here, David Archuleta, in boxers. Who could ever resist? I know for certain that I cannot :P To those who have not heard of it or watched it, view it below. To those who have, I mean, it's David Archuleta in boxers

Wildfire begins

2008-05-27T00:59:00.000+08:00

Wildfire as in my newly ignited excitement resulting from the successful reconstruction of this blog! :DTo frequent readers of this blog, I am finally back with new links, banners and an obvious new 3 column layout which took me ages to complete, what with the usual excuses of school, homework, Silat and the June O Levels. In fact, I've been so busy that I only have the chance to catch up on my

To wish, to announce and to apologize

2008-05-25T21:49:00.000+08:00

Congratulations to David Cook for being voted as 2008's American Idol, and to his fans for obtaining the satisfaction as an immediate result. But through anything, I will still love the younger, cute and irresistible David Archuleta ;p Hurray for them both! And a good luck to them as well for having dived into the music industry of America.My fellow beautiful bloggers of Brunei Darussalam and

Violence, curiosity and American Idol

2008-05-15T17:05:00.000+08:00

Current music: The Long and Winding Road - David ArchuletaI'm sure most of you have heard about the violent video that is currently going around. Yes, there are a lot but the gruesome video I am referring to is the one where an unfortunate lady got sort of tortured by a gang of heartless men, ridiculously involving a cement boulder falling intentionally onto the poor victim's head, causing her

I've been thinking, and..

2008-05-08T22:47:00.000+08:00

*pinkeyeliner.When I close my eyes I still see you with your addicting smile playing beautifully on your sensual lips, deliberately and literally melting me. The pain I hopelessly endure every time the realization that you can never, ever be the one is ridiculously excruciating. There is nothing I can give, nothing more than high hopes. I know very well, that deep down, this sensation others say

In memory of: Heath Ledger

2008-05-07T22:40:00.000+08:00

Somehow, being the strange being I am, I am suddenly reminded of one of my very favourite actors of all time; The late Heath Ledger. His performances were few of the best in entertainment history, and his personality was exceptionally one of a kind. Despite the very obvious fact that I am not connected to him in any way, except for the television, of course, his unfortunate death has affected me

Tagged by Aqilah.

2008-05-05T19:51:00.000+08:00

Questions:1. What disappoints you the most?Feeling this.2. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?Florida.3. What's your favourite thing to do?Silat.4. Do you think money can buy happiness?I'm not sure, because some people regard some aspects in life as happiness, and these objects can only be obtained by money. Yet some objects of happiness are the things in life that cannot be

Happy Mothers' Day

2008-05-04T02:10:00.000+08:00

I remember vividly, my father calling my mother (by phone) who was God knows where, to come over and look after my sister and me, as he was to go to work and we did not have domestic helpers then. That was when we were living in quite a mess, at Lambak. Eventually she arrived and with that my father left for work. I remember quite clearly, upon his departure, that my mother packed what was left

Fire

2008-04-30T17:19:00.000+08:00

By far, today has been the most eventful day in my whole entire 16 years of complicated life. That's saying a lot, really.I'm sure most of you have endured the annoying sensation between sleep and consciousness before. I was in that uncomfortable state this morning at 4, due to an unfamiliar smell. I decided to open my eyes and to my complete astonishment, all I saw was smoke. Black, threatening,

Arrsyad turned 17!

2008-04-30T15:58:00.000+08:00

As the title states, a childhood friend whose characteristics are very much despised by me, well, sometimes despised by me, turned 17 years old on the 29th of April, yesterday. Due to inevitable crises and dilemmas I face (HAHA) I didn't have the time to post a birthday greeting to the boy.Despite the words of loathing I've said to him, despite the frequent silent treatments I've given him and

STPRI Sports Day 2008

2008-04-26T00:24:00.000+08:00

24th April 2008.Ah, the Sports Day. A day some girls take advantage of by not being present but staying at home, conserving their energy for other reasons. Really, the Padang Belapan does not have that many seats and they weren't even full. That just comes to show how "active" most of us are.The day started off with a 800m sprint, which I was second place of :D Right after were the beautiful

They committed a crime

2008-04-22T02:37:00.000+08:00

Current mood: Finally sleepyUh-huh, as the title states, they have a committed a crime. A crime of using my phone without any permit from me whatsoever. HAH apakani.I was going through the photos in my phone when I came over a number of pictures of Miyul and Wafi. I didn't notice them before and these are only a few of the many not-so picturesque photos they took together. This obviously is what

The fact that...

2008-04-22T00:59:00.000+08:00

Current mood: SurprisedYes, surprised by the fact that I possess the ability to think :D It's 12:59 AM and I'm still wide awake, enthusiastic and alert despite the fact that I will be going to school tomorrow, or later to be more precise. I am more than prepared to face you, dreadfully long hours! And yes, I am aware of the fact that I've been made as Head Prefect in school, which is a name I am

Happy Birthday: Miyul!

2008-04-20T04:19:00.000+08:00

20th April 2008.(That took me quite a while to make, mind you ;p)Ah, yes. The man of attraction, humour and a possession of an overly perverted mind. The man I turn to for comfort. The person I confess everything to, even the most feminine of things. A person who is able to handle my endless, frankly annoying complaints about a few aspects of life. Despite everything he goes through, his spirit

Happy Birthday: Rafie

2008-04-20T04:11:00.000+08:00

19th April 2008.To the boy of amazing height, the boy who always manages to leave girls walking around and drooling excessively, hypnotized by him. In short, the playah! To Rafie, my almost brother, Happy 14th Birthday, kid. The years I had with you were magical :D

Cake smearing!

2008-04-20T02:59:00.000+08:00

Current mood: Blank.(Just something to share ;p)Last Thursday, two of the hyperactive kids I train, Ayuni and Wanie celebrated their birthdays and as always, I am the one who organizes the bouncy children into wobbly queues and distribute to them carefully sliced pieces of the long awaited birthday cake. Ah yes, the beauty of being a female trainer. Yeah right. After all the kids have gone home

Frowns and smiles

2008-04-09T18:20:00.000+08:00

Current mood: Okay.(Apparently when I post something new in Multiply, it also appears here. Fascinating.)I have good and bad news!The good news is that I've already concocted a continuation to my so called fiction, Inconsolable, in my head, but I'm not sure yet whether I have the sweet time to write it because, well, I've been terribly busy. Ah yes, the phrase that is commonly used by Fifth

Isn't it funny?

2008-04-07T23:06:00.000+08:00

Current mood: Sick.Listening to: Palesit Kota - SearchIt is amazing how laughter, or even a mere smile is able to conceal the problems and dilemmas one has to deal with in daily life. I'm very sure most of you out there are aware of this. One can hide his deepest most troubling thoughts with a big smile plastered on his face. Of course I've done this, which is as to why I'm rarely seen sulking